You can call me your “yes girl”

I show up because I have to

I am the girl you call and she comes

I never forget my obligations

I read them to myself at night and wake up memorizing them

It doesn’t matter how stormy the wind is or heavy the rain is

If I need to show up, I will

I just can’t stop myself

Even when every fiber in my soul is weak

I just show up

I am tired of showing up but I can’t stop

And I don’t know if this is a good thing