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I have always thought that if I die

My spirit will float on my lifeless body

Then I will be at peace because

I will leave all the heartache and pain in my body

Well that’s why I romanticize death

But after watching so many horror movies

I know that my spirit will still have the pain

That I sometimes to eat away by stuffing my mouth

That I sometimes recognize in movies that make my eyes ball out

This poem is supposed to have a resolve

But I am yet to realize what that is

Cause apparently people don’t rest in peace

But then again who knows?

It’s not like I have died and come back

With love and wonder,

Jackie