Hello Wild Ones🌸🌸,
I hope you are doing well and doing awesome things. My hope is that you have a love poem for yourself and you are taking care of yourself. I am currently full of hope and peace, one day it’s not going to be this hard.
Sometimes I am not okay. I feel everything slipping off my fingertips. In those moments I want to grab on the things spinning out of control and beat them into control. I feel spirit go down and my soul just turns grey. The world won’t stop taking from me, my joy runs out and my peace is replaced with chaos. I stand as a spectator of myself as I watch myself lose everything. I remember myself talking about my healing and progress. Then I think to myself ” You are failing”. I am supposed to be healing not spinning out like this. I am not supposed to be getting revelations about the past. It is not supposed to hurt this much. I am healing.
Sometimes I am not okay. I forced myself to cry just in case I feel better. I feel so lost in my own body. My whole being feels dry begging to feel. I don’t even know how to talk about it. How do you explain to someone how you feel nothing?
Sometimes I am not okay. Everything people say seems to an attack on me. I feel like the world has ganged up against me. I feel like I have no place in the world. I feel myself lose my standing and everything within me starts to shakes. Who am I ? Who do I belong? What is mine? Where am I?
Sometimes I am not okay. I just want a hug. I want someone to see my pain and not define me by it. I want to talk about my pain without someone trying to act like my savior. I just want a friend to listen and not offer to fix it.
Sometimes I am not okay and it’s okay.
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With loooooooove and light,