So what if I could start over? I would walk into the storm head-on and fight. I would come home to myself and fight the wildness inside. I would let the storm inside me fight me and through me around as I learn more about the root cause of this wind and its rhythm.
I have been recently thinking about how it would feel not feel so much. I sometimes look at my life and get tired of the pain and struggle that I have to endure daily and wonder what it would be like to not know what pain is. What if this life was painless.
Jackie’s A to Z Hello Wild Ones ❤️, I hope you are well and doing great things. I hope that life is being kind to you. I hope you have the courage to turn the lemons in your life into lemonade. I am filled with peace, joy and fulfillment. I have been really productive today….
Then I took one look at myself and saw the wounds. The ones I am ashamed and angry about. He looked at them and saw opportunity for growth.
Forgiving myself is not fearing myself and what I might do to myself when I am alone. Forgiving myself is accepting that I couldn’t have known that I was hurting because historically love has been served with pain and abuse.
Just a little twist and there goes a flash
I like to wear the fire inside my heart
You would wake up and come find me because I am the sunshine that shines on your day and you need to praise my awesomeness
I am the girl with the knife wound
I don’t clean my stained dresses, I throw them out