Jackie’s A to Z
Hello Wild Ones 💕💕,
My hope is that you are doing awesome. I hope you are finding joy in the things you do and peace in the things that you fail to do. I am full of peace and joy. I have learnt to see the beauty of life in all of it’s glory.
I was tempted to write about love and how disappointed I am at it’s power. I wanted to tell the story where I learnt that love isn’t the only thing that sustains relationships. I wanted to break a heart and let them know that the movies were wrong when they portrayed a love that survives everything. But then I remembered that this challenge was about me. Every story has to have me somewhere at the epicenter. To be honest, I am proud that I caught myself trying to prioritize something else over myself. Anyway let’s get it to it!!
Do you give yourself unconditional love? Do you use “if” when you are talking about how much you love yourself? Well, I think I have done that to myself. When I decide that after three months of pushup then I will love my body better. When I decided that after five hundred followers, I will be a good writer. If I get a good grade then I am smart. I keep waiting for evidence to believe that I am amazing and worthy of love from myself. There are people who have loved me when I didn’t love myself and they didn’t even half of the amazing things that I can do. There are people that I have loved even when I shouldn’t have and yet I keep putting hoops for myself in order to love myself. I am learning to love myself just because I can. Loving myself just because I am. I want to love myself just because it’s me. I want to cry when I break my heart and when I betray myself. It shouldn’t be normal to reject myself like this. This is what I aspire to.
I hope that you love yourself unconditionally. No matter what you will have your own back. You will stand up for yourself. You will love yourself in the best way possible. I hope this happens for you.
In Other new What I am wearing:
- A peach headscarf (This is featuring too much)
- A black and white choker (I made it)
- Maroon corset looking top
- Black and white pants
- My promise rings
- Some fierce black heels (Still accepting these as a gift)
- My peyote bands
With love and loooove,