What If Series
I hope you are well and that great things are happening for you. My prayer is that you know how awesome you are. I am currently really proud of how awesome I am and the dope things I continue to do
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What If Series
I will share the most random what if that come to my head.
What if I could start over
I bet we have all at least seen the meme about running away and starting over. I always think about some beach somewhere in Hawaii when I see this. I see myself sipping some coconut juice in a bikini and a big beach hat. If only it was that easy but the truth is that I would still carry my big overthinking head with me🤣🤣🤣. I read somewhere on my current read, ‘The Completion Process’ by the controversial Teal Swan, that ‘Until you have dealt with the trauma that happened to you as a child, it will coming up in your daily life.’ So this wouldn’t really solve the problem.
Wait, the problem? What really is the problem? What am I running from? My trauma? Isn’t that already inside me? My friends? Why would I run away from my friends? Why not just cut off the bad ones? My family? Why would I run away from the people that love me most? So what you are saying is that if I am running the only person would need to run from is myself? I once did an exercise where I asked my friends what I am most good at and this one friend said, ‘You are a great problem solver although you don’t solve your own problem.’ I have never had the truth so much handed to me.
So what if I could start over? I would walk into the storm head-on and fight. I would come home to myself and fight the wildness inside. I would let the storm inside me fight me and through me around as I learn more about the root cause of this wind and its rhythm. Then one day, I will emerge and be the one who controls this storm, and it will be a beautiful symphony. If I am to start over, my vibe will be a beautiful song that says that ‘I am worthy, you are worthy, we are worthy.’ Guess what? I started over. I hope that every time you read my posts, you feel inspired or touched. I hope you choose to come home to yourself and love the best human I know💖💖💖. You are worthy just as you are. You are beautiful as you are.
What if you could start over what could you do?
With Loooooove and Sunshine 💖🌞💖🌞, Jackie