Hello Wild Ones💓💓💓💓
I hope you are well and that great things are happening for you. My prayer is that you know how awesome you are. I am currently really proud of how awesome I am and the dope things I continue to do.
Today’s Commercial Break
What If Series
I will share the most random what if that come to my head.
What If there’s no pain
I have been recently thinking about how it would feel not feel so much. I sometimes look at my life and get tired of the pain and struggle that I have to endure daily and wonder what it would be like to not know what pain is. What if this life was painless. A life that I never knew the depression and suicidal thoughts. A life that I didn’t know the pain of abandonment and rejection. What if I could slit my wrists and not feel anything. At first, I wanted to idolize that life then I realized that how unfulfilling it would be. I remembered how frustrating it was to feel numb when I was really depressed, I would force myself to cry just to feel something. I felt like I was dead but walking around, I couldn’t understand how I had been hurt yet I couldn’t bring myself to cry.
A good example of why pain is important is Megan Clover in Grey’s Anatomy. She didn’t feel any pain when she was hit so she kept testing her limits. When she put her arm in ice, she didn’t remove it despite reaching levels that could have damaged her arm. She didn’t feel any pain at all. At the playground, she took blows from people but this didn’t mean that her organs were not getting destroyed by the blows. Pain allows you to walk away from situations that no longer serve you. Feeling pain will keep you in your lane so it is okay to feel pain even when it doesn’t feel like the most fun.
Also if you didn’t feel any pain, you are likely to take for granted a life full of peace and happiness because you don’t know what it is like to be in pain and feel helpless. Pain exists to make happiness and peace even better when you get them.
Would you choose a life where you don’t feel any pain?
In Other news Calm Wildness is One-year-old💖💖💖💖💖💖 I am so grateful for the love and support I get from y’all.
With Loooooove and Sunshine 💖🌞💖🌞, Jackie